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  • Travel diaries, January 23, 2025

    You ever been frantically leaving messages and calling a dozen cousins to see if they had time to see you over the weekend?

    Just me?

  • The Self-Illuminating Monotony of Papers, Please

    I finally got around to playing this classic that had been sitting in my Steam library for a few months. What proceeded was a strangely compelling four hours of gameplay.

    The scary thing about Papers, Please is how much the grind lulls you into just following orders. Even knowing this is something of a morality simulator, the need to just make a few bucks immediately drove me to compromise. The game may have taught me more about myself than I wanted to know.

  • Diary Update, January 19, 2025

    My brother and I actually had a good conversation.

    The consulate situation started off easily enough, because they granted me an appointment as soon as I walked in. But, somewhat predictably, my lack of readily accessible documentation made any process of obtaining an ID card come to an impasse.

  • Diary, January 17, 2025

    I’m in Fairfax ostensibly to see my brother because we didn’t see each other over the holidays. He’s not thrilled about it. I try not to take it personally. It’s the autism, I say.

    But also today I’m going to try to address a curiosity about my Colombian citizenship. World events being what they are, it seems like a good time to have a backup country. I have a memory – very fuzzy – of going to the Colombian consulate in the D.C. and getting registered as a Colombian citizen on account of both my parents being citizens. However, I’ve never received the card nor do I know my ID number.

    The Colombian consulate’s website is like a dark pattern nightmare with no evidence on how to actually set up an appointment. So I’m just going to try to show up and see how far I get. Maybe I won’t get very far at all, but possibly I can meet someone in D.C. before I come back and try to actually connect with my brother.

    Diary Update

  • Here’s a Post That’ s Got Me Thinking

    Came across this post via a friend on Mastodon. You can read the whole thing here: https://retro.pizza/@pdsmix/113527799021051600

    But here’s some points it made:

    • Bluesky isn’t the proper alternative to Twitter/X
    • Bluesky’s funding comes from established venture capitalists
    • Two of those VCs are Bart and Brad Stephens of Blockchain Capital, a firm that has ties to Steve Bannon
    • The original author’s theory is that Blueksy needs to remain beholden to the interests of the powerful – if they can’t milk it for profit, then they will use it to “influence [and] control larger narratives for their personal, political, or financial gain.”

    When I first joined Bluesky, it was “under protest” because it had previously had ties to Jack Dorsey. Jack Dorsey has since fled from it, which endears me to the platform, but I do admit at getting the heebies when they reveal where they get their funding from.

    Still, I was Team Mastodon for a very long time. I’m still Team Mastodon, I have several accounts. But I’ve seen its limitations. Bluesky – probably because it had enough money to throw at the problem – built an app that welcomes an average user, as opposed to a platform that alienates that same user.

    Bluesky will not be the ultimate answer to “how should the web work differently?” A big lesson from this Twitter fallout is that we are not all meant to be in one place, reacting to the same things. It’s a fear that people have had for centuries. What is the Two Minutes’ Hate except for a fear that television was turning us all into mindless vessels of propaganda? It won’t stop with Twitter and it won’t stop with Bluesky.

    So I’ll be sad if and when the day comes that it becomes truly not worth the ethical sacrifice to use the platform. Because it means I’ll lose even more of these ephemeral connections.

    But the game is to discover enough new possibilities within each framework and carry what you’ve learned to your ultimate destination.

    I think in terms of the discourse, it’s a step away from centralized corporate power. You just have to keep traveling and not stop here.

  • Campwatch, Day One

    Today, the state of Texas let the incoming Trump admin know that they have 1,400 acres of land that the administration can use for deportation camps.

    Well, I really hate that.

    There’s a pretty good reason you don’t build the infrastructure for human rights violations, even if you feel it is legal and within your structure of ethics to round up and cage an immigrant who doesn’t have legal status.

    You don’t build a 1,400 acre camp because eventually it will not only be used against migrants. I think even if you’ve been wrestling with this policy, deep down you know what else this can be used for; what precedent this sets.

    This seems like the problem I should invest in and I’m trying to think of how. Is it time to look into bail funds for people who go out there and take direct action? Shouldn’t someone, somewhere be suing the Texas Land Commissioner for offering this?

    I know there will be a response. The question is how coordinated. How soon. How can we get everyone to shock the administration at how intolerant we’re going to be about this?

    Literally fundraising for people to take trains out to Texas, set up safe houses, set up moral support, help each other not feel alone.

    We’ve moved into the next phase of the crisis and I have to be on the lookout for how to respond.

  • Latest Library Holds

    An exploration into the world of dinosaurs, presented by paleontologist Armin Schmitt. Through firsthand experiences and groundbreaking research, Schmitt delves into the lives of these ancient creatures, showcasing global excavations and remarkable discoveries. While familiar favorites like Tyrannosaurus rex make appearances, Schmitt also addresses intriguing questions, such as the excavation process, the survival of birds during extinction events, the evolution of paleontology since the Bone Wars era, and parallels between past climate changes and contemporary environmental challenges.

    • Durham Library (contains excerpts from Publishers Weekly and Booklist reviews)
    • It’s also on Hoopla

  • Hello world!

    Welcome to WordPress. This is your first post. Hahaha, no it’s not. You have literally written thousands of posts. Hundreds of thousands of posts. You have been posting for more years than you haven’t been posting. At some point, you’ve got to stop posting.